So now I have been told, by my son and my wife, that worrying so much about keeping my ego out of my writing is a big focus on ego.  AAArrgh!  It’s really so confusing.  Here I am… trying to write about major issues of consciousness and the evolution of humanity, and I can’t even figure out who […]

How much chutzpah does it take to say you are writing something from God?  Biblical writers have done it… prophets have done it… sages have done it… and weirdos have done it.  I guess the key is to do it while keeping yourself out of the equation.  Of course, if I went into a trance […]

I seem to have hit on the crux of the problem.  I have been given access to the structure of creation… the nature of reality… the Oneness… God… whatever you want to call it.  I know that this little piece of meat… the one putting these words down on the computer… is not that important. […]

Cinco de Mayo!  Had chili for dinner… drank tequila… chili chocolate for dessert… and the Giants’ uniform said GIGANTES.  Cool.  Life can be so much fun when you just go with it.  Gotta think more about what I wrote yesterday… about anonymity.  I know I don’t care about name and fame and stuff like that. […]

I went through a bunch of my old writings this morning.  Apparently I’ve been thinking and writing about reality… and who “I” am… and stuff like that for a long time.  Not much has changed.  Oh… there has certainly been progress in getting deeper and deeper to the center of it all… and I have changed […]

I have a doctor’s appointment later on today.  There was a dentist appointment last week and I know I ‘m going to need to see the eye doctor in the fairly near future.  I have a friend who is only a few years older than I am.  The only things she does to get out of the […]

Back from the gym.  First time in over a week and I’m surprised it went so easily.  I was also contacted by a fellow who is writing a piece about a barbershop chorus that I conducted over 40 years ago.  Could he talk to me?  What do I remember?  OMG. He can certainly talk to […]

It’s been one of those days.  I really don’t want to do anything but nap.  So I will. peace…..ag

There is a definite difference in feeling that I have to do something to get my teaching out there vs. simply responding to inputs that come to me and by so doing, my teachings will get out there… to whatever degree they are supposed to.  We are so tied to results, above and beyond simple experiencing what […]