Building on yesterday’s post.  It really is amazing when there is nothing you have to do… nowhere you have to be.  I see my cat curled up on the back of the sofa, so calm, so contented, so doing nothing and I realize that’s not a bad plan as one gets older.  I can play cat. […]

  It struck me… as I’m sitting here watching the Giants on TV…  that there are some people whose entire focus in life is about throwing or hitting a baseball.  How wonderful that must be.  Life is all about playing a game.  At least from here, where I sit thinking my ideas actually mean something. The […]

Every day is a new adventure.  Where do ‘I’ want to be this afternoon?  I don’t mean out there in the physical world.  I mean in here in the quantum world where ‘I’ can exist anywhere on a spectrum between the physical world out there and the clear light of “I AM” which is who […]

Hospice Day again.  It’s amazing how energized I get going out and visiting people who are dying… speaking to them and their families… trying to remove pain, concern, and fear.  Why?  Probably, because I’m spending my day looking for the bright light at the end of the tunnel with people who are about to enter […]

Going to spend the day with a friend who is changing her cancer chemotherapy and is concerned with what the reactions to the new medications might be.  It is unfortunate that the medications we take to cure disease can also be the cause of problems on their own.  She has a good attitude but it […]

So, here’s what I’ve been struggling with.  Who am I supposed to be?  Yes, I can get into my physical body and relate to the world that way… like we did for so long before we evolved into self awareness and thought.  Or I can relate to the light inside and go into my “I” […]

Another day of absolutely nothing coming at me from the outside. No work, no meetings, no classes, no anything I have to do.  Nothing but what I choose to do. Can I get through the day without feeling guilty for what I should do but don’t?  It’s amazing how we put all this unnecessary pressure […]

I keep right on thinking, but nothing gets done.  Should I do it this way… should I do it that way? Does it really matter as long as I do it?  Or does planning it out make sense?  Or am I just being lazy? Oh, the alternatives. #60 the two worlds compliment each other though […]

Lovely day… shaping itself.  Yoga in the morning… ballgame on TV… extra innings… time to make dinner.  Where will it go from here?  …  How about here?   At dinner… visioned a possible solution to my problem of how to put it all together.  I know… I know… I keep saying this.  At least this […]

It is a beautiful day outside yet I have not left the house.  Last night, on TV, saw politicians and their entourage repeat meaningless buzzwords and phrases in an attempt to influence and win over voters. What a shame.  The democratic system, which started off with such good potential has become a sham.  Say anything […]