So, here’s what I’ve been struggling with.  Who am I supposed to be?  Yes, I can get into my physical body and relate to the world that way… like we did for so long before we evolved into self awareness and thought.  Or I can relate to the light inside and go into my “I” to whatever point I can on any given day.  Or there’s some ‘I’ in-between the two extremes that can be used as a platform for my ‘I’?

It’s sort of like a video game where I’m trapped inside a clear plastic bubble hurtling through space trying to grab some of the swag at the same time I defend myself from all the other  bubbles out there who are trying to do the same thing.  Then suddenly, I discover that when I reach a certain level in the game, there is a podium I can stand at… outside of my bubble… where I can see everything that’s happening so much better than when I was inside the bubble.  From up here ‘I’ see a bigger picture and it should be easier to maneuver my bubble.

#62

Out there is still out there…

through the window in the space ship…

through the window of my self…

I am the skin of the space ship…

my thoughts, my body, my emotions, my uniqueness

they connect me with out there.

“I” am inside the space ship….

the source of power…

looking out through my I.

“I” knew it all along.

I is just learning about it.

‘I’ is the result.

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