When things are supposed to happen everything works.  Within 24 hours I have arranged a venue and sponsor for the New Consciousness talk I will be giving in late October as part of San Francisco’s Death Week, a concept put out by a company I’ve wanted to associate with.  When  it’s right… it’s right.

peace………….ag

More writing… more editing… more feeling who ‘I’ am… the reflexion between inside and outside… nothing more than a cardboard box. If my inside and outside mesh… life is good… wherever I stand.

peace…………ag

Last night I dreamt that I was teaching a class about New Consciousness. “You are all children of God”, I said.  And everyone pointed to a guy who was sitting in the class.  It was Jesus.  “Yes, he is”, I said, “but so are all of you.”  That was my second dream of Jesus.  The first was many years ago when I merged with him on the cross and felt the forgiveness and love he gave out so strongly that all the pain in the arms and lungs was gone… and I suddenly understood the concept of Sacred Heart. Dreams are so cool and instructive.

peace……..ag

Spent a long time yesterday editing my writing, trying to put it all together into something workable and usable.  I recognize that part of the difficulty I have in completing the editing is that I constantly see new ways of looking at it that seem to be an improvement over what I saw last time.  And this means redoing something that I thought was already completed.  I must stop that syndrome from continuing.  To reach the goal I have set of having something ready to go by year’s end, there must… and will… be a change in approach.  Finish the book.  Complete it beginning to end and get it out into the market.  Then, from the perspective of a completed book, do what I can to improve it.

peace……….ag

A Day to Remember…

peace……ag

Yoga today with a bruised/cracked/broken rib.  Interesting how it actually helped me feel slight adjustments during twists.  But now back to the writing.  I must focus on getting this stuff out there. Wanting the book to be the best it can be is only natural. Striving for perfection is something else that will not happen.  But that should not stop me from completing what I can with what I have to the best of my ability.  Ever onward.

peace………..ag

Had an episode yesterday.  Got so caught up in my inner self going into the light that I lost connection to my body… blacked out for several seconds…  fell over… cracked a rib… scared the hell out of my wife… and had to deal with EMTs who were told that I may have had a stroke. I’ll try to be a little more careful and in control in the future.

peace………ag

Had a phone call this morning with an organization that is trying to bring together people to open up a dialogue in San Francisco about death and dying.  A number of interesting and knowledgable people are involved.  Where will this go?  We’ll see.  Meanwhile, I will keep writing and working so as to have something ready to go if the opportunity presents itself.

peace…….ag

I just wrote the following to a company that is sponsoring a week to talk about and unmask the idea of death.  They asked for people to present and this is part of what I wrote…

The program I’d like to offer is a working session on New Consciousness that lets attendees actually experience that the I they identify with is not their body but the consciousness within.

Wow.  Sounds like an elevator pitch.  Not bad.

peace……………ag

Had an annual review today down at the hospice office.  I wonder, in the past nine years, how many people I have actually seen and counseled and helped make it through to the next world without pain or fear?   Quite a few actually.  Unfortunately… none of them have ever written me a letter of recommendation afterwards.

Interesting how leaving your body to look at it from the outside… going from I to ‘I’… separates you from your fears and psychological issues as well as your body. It’s all there… in the one package.

peace……….ag