Another Monday. Slept late, put on shtunky jeans, decided not to go to the gym.  Got to clean up the kitchen, write s few emails, do this post, and… and… what else? Yes, I’ve got a big talk and workshop coming up, but I know what I’m going to say.  Yes, I want to get […]

It was a sudden realization. If, as our current mode of consciousness works, we think our I is generated from within our head, then we are a completely separate unit and when we die, all our thoughts and memories end with us.  If, as New Consciousness proposes, our ‘I’ is created outside of our head, […]

It is my mother’s birthday.  She died in 2008, but were she alive, she’d be 98 today.  We had our things as all mothers and sons do… yet I am truly appreciative of her and what she taught me and also often feel her presence, especially when I am doing creative writing.  She was a […]

There is a strange sense of anticipation and relaxation occurring  at the same time.  As I look forward to April 10th… I really should do an astrological look at that date… there is a feeling that I, me, ag, is just a little dot on a map somewhere, unimportant in the overall scheme of things, […]

So much happening as the space ship slowly backs into port… and docks.  It’s been a long trip. I finally know who I am.  I am a teacher of The New Consciousness.  My job is to share the teachings of Sri Aurbindo and Dr. Haridas Chaudhuri with as many people as I can. peace……………..ag

I feel like I’m working too easily.  I’m used to pushing and working hard to try to make things happen… and I am so intense on what I want to have happen that I feel somewhat guilty if I don’t work hard now.  Then ‘I’ go inside and see it all play out and know […]

Did a lot yesterday.  Wrote emails, reworked flyers, talked on phone, got a volunteer to video the lecture… as long as I find a camera, and had my fashionista make suggestions for my wardrobe.  I didn’t even know I needed to have those things done.  They just came up as I was living the day. […]

It is pi day… 3.14.  And it is the birthday of Albert Einstein. How appropriate is that? It is also the day that I head into the final lap of preparation for the April 10th lecture and workshop. All the energy, all the work, all the efforts, all the insights, dreams, experiences, training, learning, studying, etc. […]

It’s cold and wet out there today.  Welcome back from the island. Still getting up earlier  and going to sleep earlier than usual.  And the spring forward one hour this morning didn’t help either.  This has been the most obvious time zone effect I have ever experienced. Is it because it was four hours difference instead […]

Several special awarenesses today.  First, I realized what I actually do.  I am a teacher of the New Consciousness.  I teach people the difference between inside and outside.  It’s as simple as that.  And that’s what I’m going to be teaching on April 10th.  Two, I realized that everything else I do is secondary to that. […]